The Wilful Sin Of Unbelief
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February 11, 2025
Hello, brothers, sisters, and Heartdwellers family. For the past few days, as I mentioned, it's been a bit dry between me and the Lord. He has had me working fervently on our Marriage Channel by creating content and scheduling it because I won't be as available for ministry in a few weeks. I found myself still at times questioning if I was on the right track because about three days went by [with my] not hearing or my struggling to sit to hear a message from Him. Then I pulled a rhema card two days ago that confused me and put a fear of the Lord in me.
It said,
”Contrition:” Come before the Lord in contrition for the wilful sins committed. He looks at you and sighs and prays for you”
I thought, yikes, oh no, Lord, what did I do? Please show me the error of my ways. I could just imagine Jesus sighing, so disappointed. That hurt the most.
So, it really made me feel I was on shaky ground for sure. On this particular day, I just got the courage to just sit and write to hear Hi voice if He would, or will, speak to me. Jesus, what’s on your heart?
Jesus began,
“My beloved, My banner over you is love. I appreciate your responding to My call to enter into worship and praise. Many things were broken off of you in My presence. The weariness/fatigue you felt is one of them.
As an aside, I pulled a rhema that said,
Antidote, strong praise and worship
I was feeling all these different emotions of guilt, condemnation, and sadness. So, I came to the Lord’s presence and worship at the most wonderful time. I felt like I touched the hem of His garment. That’s what gave me the courage to come and sit and write to hear from Him.
Jesus continued
“I, by My Spirit, will continue to strengthen you, My beloved one. But I need you not to shy away from our conversations. There is always much I want to share with you and direct you. It's your constant unbelief that hurts Me. That is what the card was about: the wilful sin of unbelief. I sigh every time one of My brides gives in to these suggestions and lies and walks away from Me in disbelief of My promise, My instructions to them, or what I have said. Unbelief from a consecrated soul wounds Me the most because you know Me so well, My beloved ones. Yet you still do not believe. What more must I do to show you proofs of My love, to get you to have faith in Me, have faith in My instructions to you, and have faith to know that I desire to speak to you and direct you?
“The enemy wants to keep you in a continuous drudgery of dejection and condemnation when I have already told you, My little one, you are in My will concerning all things. When you do not feel Me is when I am most present to you. So, no need to doubt or constantly look over your shoulder or check with Me constantly to ensure you are doing the right thing. You are, Beloved, many of you are. Just continue to cling to Me and touch the hem of My garment each morning, and I will give you strength to do My will and all the graces and stamina you need for that day. Please cooperate with Me, My brides; please cooperate with Me. And if there are moments you feel too shaken in your direction, don’t freeze up or be paralyzed in fear. Rather sit at My feet and worship. The antidote will always be strong praise and worship. I will inundate you with My loving presence with the songs you allow Me to choose to speak to your heart to let you know again how much I love you and that I am indeed with you to affirm the direction you are taking or the or the direction I want you to go.
“I desire to speak to you about the Mission house and the City of God. Yes, the rhemas you pulled were for your children and your disciples. Now is the time. Tell Mother Caroline not to worry her healing is coming, and rather quickly and rapidly. She has carried this cross for some time, and I am about to give her renewed strength again like she had. However, there will always be a thorn in her flesh concerning some part of her body. Tell her to offer it to Me, and then ask for My strength to lean on. My ability to do things in her; all that she is suffering is going into the work of the City of God. They have no idea how much copious fruit they are bearing because of what they have endured. It is all being sown into a good field that will yield a harvest for their labor in suffering. Concerning My beloved Ruth, the time is not yet ripe for her to come to the Mission house. There is still much I want her to learn in obedience, in discipline, and in submission. That will be formed in her at home with her husband.
“Coming to the Mission house, for any soul, is not a cakewalk. There is no time for leisure in prayer or in any holy exercise, for that matter. Those who come to the house must be equipped in spiritual warfare, fortified in love, service, and dying to themselves. And must have cultivated a very strong prayer life with Me because all manner of things will be thrown at them. It is good counsel you gave that young couple who wanted to come visit. They must first go to the mountain. The mountain is a great place for souls to learn, to be broken and yielded before coming to Ghana. Encourage all who want to come to first visit the mountain, if possible, before coming to the mission house. And take your time to discern prayerfully for each applicant. There will be some I will bring to you to form you all in brotherly love, to sharpen your discernment, and to teach you lessons. So be ready for that as well, just as I allowed others to come on the mountain who at first seemed to fit well, but many things came out, and they had to leave. But you guys learned from it. So will be the case in this community and mission house.
“It is time for My beloved brides to begin wearing the habit.” [Here, He is talking to Mother Caroline and brother Robby]. “It is a sign to the outside world of whom they live for and whom they work for.” [Now Jesus is speaking to me, giving me some counseling direction]. “Don’t worry about the formalities and even the ceremony. I will permit all of that once you arrive. But for now, I need them to be a sign and symbol in the surrounding community and to the children, who they are and who I am in them, and that religious workers are here to assist, to serve, and to love the people in that area. Your time is coming soon when you will be able to wear your habit. For now, it is a sacrifice on your part, but I desire you to continue to dress simple and look simple even in the world. Don’t be world, but be holy in your doings and your outward appearance, even in the world, and you have been doing that. Continue to be an example to your family, My beloved one.
“When I give you an inspiration concerning them, don’t hesitate; move forward with it, My love. Even with the Bible studies, things are shifting, and things are happening. Although it may not be as quick as you desire, know that things are changing. And with the 3:00 am prayers as well. I came to put your mind at ease. What this soul has been discerning concerning her spouse is indeed true. You haven’t discerned wrong, and neither has she. Do not be moved by what you found out continue to pray. You both in agreement… are dismantling much witchcraft in your family, not only for her but the others who are still not married. Continue to press in, Beloved, all the way up until there is no time left. I am blessing every sacrifice and all that you are giving Me. Pray daily for the group and your spiritual children. Your prayers are so necessary and powerful over each of them. I would like you to make a list of their names and their struggles and intentions and bring them before Me each morning in the Lord's Supper so they can receive all that they need to meet the demands I am asking. Continue to be faithful and steady, My beloved little one.
“My beloved brides, shake off the unbelief. Come to Me in contrition, repenting for your unbelief, and ask Me for My faith and seek Me out to hear My instruction because I desire to talk to each of you. And be obedient to what you hear. I love you, My beloved brides, I truly do. Each of you is the joy of My heart.”
That was the end of Jesus' message.
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