Letter to the One Waiting on Marriage and Looking for Love in All the Wrong Places

January 3, 2025

Hello family, this is a word the Lord gave me concerning a particular soul very dear to my heart. She has been waiting for marriage, but the enemy is sending many decoys to throw her off track. The Lord has confirmed for her who her spouse is, but they are no longer together. The Lord is wanting her to wait and trust Him to bring him back to her just as he did with me and Derrick. Then during worship, He played a song by Casting Crowns called “Anything but Easy”. Anytime He plays this song He wants me to speak lovely to someone close about a wrong direction they have taken or are going. I was very surprised when I discerned it was this soul. The lyrics of the song:

Anything But Easy

by Casting Crowns

I can see the path You have chosen. We both know where this is going

I'm afraid of how your story is gonna end.

And as scared to speak as I am, I know this could be my last chance

To stand between You and forever's edge, yeah

It will be easy to talk about the weather

It will be easy to look beyond the wave

But I love You too much to not say something

Without the truth my love means nothing

Sometimes love is anything but easy

Anything but easy

If I was trapped in a burning building

You would be the first one running

Bursting through the flames to rescue me

I can see your walls are crumbling, so now I'm the one who's running

To save you from the fire that you can't see, yeah

It will be easy to talk about the weather

It will be easy to look beyond the wave

But I love You too much to not say something

Without the truth my love means nothing

Sometimes love is anything but easy

Anything but easy

I can't paint your prison walls, a brighter color

And never tell you of the One who set me free

I can't leave you locked in your chains any longer

So let me lead You to the One who holds the keys

It will be easy to talk about the weather

It will be easy to look beyond the wave

But I love You too much to not say something

Without the truth my love means nothing

Sometimes love is anything but easy

Anything but easy

Anything but easy

Anything but easy

Such a beautiful song. So, the Lord wanted me to sit down with this soul and have a conversation. I was a bit nervous because I didn’t know what this soul's reaction or response would be. If they would receive it, be defensive because they can be very sensitive. I was having all of these thoughts until Jesus began speaking to me.

Jesus began,

“My beloved little one, we brought you here also for your family as well. I know you have been torn in regard to tucking away and focusing on ministry or also being available for them. I want you to balance both. There is ministry to be done here as well. Once you get your set up going with ministry, then it would please Me for you to begin the prayer meetings again, as you did with them. It will be very fruitful. When you see things going in a different direction in any way don’t judge but just pray. I will lead them to come to you for counsel or you to counsel them at various times when needed. Do not fear, just speak My words of encouragement and direction to them and I, by My Spirit, will do the rest.    You have been inclined in the right direction. I do have words for this soul. Will allow Me to speak through you? “

Yes Lord, as you wish, and of course you may.

And Jesus chimed in…

“It's also important that you eat healthily and take many walks. Take me with you daily, wherever you go, Beloved. Always be conscious of My presence.”

Yes Lord, thank you for your counsel and wisdom.

“Now, to My beloved daughter. I love you and I am so pleased with your desire to pursue Me—to pursue My ways and seek Me out for a rhema word to your situation. Many times, you are in need of encouragement, and My reassurance. But I also want you to seek Me out for ME—just to know Me. To know what’s on My heart, what I am feeling, what burdens Me, and what brings Me sorrow. Will you begin doing that? That is a place I want to take you that you have never been before. Deep is calling out to deep and this is the season. Please take My words to heart and disregard the vessel I am using. I will confirm My word to you. I want to speak to you because you are at a crossroads in your life, and you are heading to the edge of a precipice I want you to back away and turn away from. I have marriage in mind for you—very soon, I may add, and that is something I predestined for you before the foundation of the earth. A beautiful marriage you will have—but not free of difficulty or suffering, that you must go through to be transformed in My likeness, and both come to a place of understanding true love. You have discerned rightly, My beloved one. The man you desire is indeed your husband—My choice for you. There has been much opposition, resistance, and witchcraft done against you two to cause this separation, which I allowed, and is most necessary to work out a few kinks in both your character and nature that would be a great detriment and even cause destruction to the marriage and destiny I have for you both.

“My beloved, I have seen your desire for companionship. I have heard the sighs of your loneliness and know your struggles with insecurity and low self-esteem because of how you have been treated by others in the past. I want to give you God-confidence and God-esteem in Me and in Me alone. You have been the source of witchcraft attacks for a long time now. Not only does it run in your family—in your blood, but there have been altars raised up against you specifically in the form of curses. You ask yourself who are your enemies? My beloved, oh, there are many. Every time you have stepped out in sin another curse landed. That is why it's so imperative to keep oneself pure and most importantly against bodily sin. What you are dealing with is a marine spirit and the marine kingdom which is in your bloodline and his as well. They have sent many decoys your way and his way as well. Be very careful of friendships and associations with men, men although innocent are sent to lead you into bondage, via emotional soul ties or sexual soul ties. Some [are] because the spirit that is operating has become infatuated with you, even to the point of obsession. But you do not know that and [they] have taken your picture or likeness somewhere to bind you to them that you may never be released to marry another. The attention that comes seems innocent, seems as though they are admirers when it's a spirit of seduction sent forth using you to draw men and using them to bind you in their mind, in their heart, and some to witchcraft altars. That is why your relationships have been fought so fiercely in this way. I created you to draw all men to Me, My beloved daughter. Your beauty is stunning, but I no longer want them drawn to your flesh. In your marriage that will not sustain it as well as the culture has taught you to think and to do. I have called you to be pure, holy, and lovely before Me and all men.

Your beloved also has the same weakness and initially was drawn by your flesh as I raised you both up in the spirit to know My will and to show you the reason for    coming together. I have called you to stand in the gap and to fight for this marriage and to break these things off of him as I am breaking it off of you. His wandering eye and his womanizing ways also are impulses by that same spirit and desire for attention. But it's a form of witchcraft that will ensnare him. As you begin to pray for yours and for him I will begin to break curses and release both of you from the bondage of your family and bloodline. I want you to find your joy, your satisfaction, your conversations, and your security in Me alone, Beloved. Going into this new year I would love for you to take a leap of faith and fast from social media for a while. Come to me and I will give you the time frame. Also release all the men in your life, whether friends or acquaintances. They are not what they seem, Beloved, and will derail you. I have only one in mind for you that is what I want to prepare you for. It won't be easy at first, but I will help you. I want to be the only man in your life for some time the only one you seek, the only one you talk to, and the only one you give your time to. Yes, I am purging and cleansing you before I can give you to your beloved and draw him back to you. I need to purge and purify you first. You will be the one to stand, fight, and pray concerning this marriage. If there are any open doors Satan can use to accuse you and cause curses to land it will defeat this time of consecration and set you back. I am consecrating you to Myself, Beloved one, and in that place, you will see clearly, hear clearly, and receive many graces to be all I have called you to be. I will withhold from you no good thing if you would sincerely trust me with this time of consecration. The dream I gave you most recently is to tell you that you will have the victory. Although your destiny had been bound up by your enemies, and this gift and grace of marriage cursed and attempted to be stolen from you, it is yours. I have given it back to you and you will have the victory. All you have to do is take it, and by that I mean, be obedient to Me, my counsel, My prompting, and be fervent in prayer. All of this I am training you also in preparation for marriage because that battle will not stop when you say I do, but you will be so united with Me, that you will be undeterred. You will learn to hear My voice and trust My leading and My words to you.”

That was the end of Jesus' message.

This soul received it with great gratitude as she told me the Lord had already put it on her heart, two days before, to take a break from social media and go into fasting, prayer, and solitude. She had just pulled a rhema from my card file that said, “Desire solitude”. Boy was I relieved that the Lord had already confirmed His word and gone before me.    I share this letter because when Jesus speaks His words are life and it's alive there is someone on the channel who is in the same predicament and needs to hear this word from the Lord. To wait and trust him as he is preparing your spouse and your wedding which is coming soon!

God bless you, family, until the next message.

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Love you family!